So you decide to swallow all your pride and just throw everything in to see if this is really where you want to be but... the next day, after an evening of amazing intimate time together you thinking maybe we moved too fast but they reassure you that you are just over thinking it. What happens when that person seems to not be on the same page with you anymore? You become the person that they're cordial with but don't think about you at all. It leaves you thinking was I looking too deep into it? How did I end up caring about you and you not even remember my existence? The fact that you try and convince yourself that this wonderful person didn't use you. Sounds familiar yet ?
Now you on your lets play tough game because you're not understanding where this all went wrong? Did they not feel everything you felt? Like when ? What ? How? Why? So you tell yourself I didn't care before I can do it again. You listening to music, venting on social networks, and re tweeting heartless things to convince yourself you're over it. For some reason their stuck in your head and on your heart. Its frustrating huh ?
You're stuck in a place you don't know how to leave because you don't even know how you got there. So how do you get back to that place where that person no longer matter? Where you can see them and not feel a thing? Or get to a place mentally where it doesn't matter if you ever see or hear from them again?